some American CDs a friend sent me
It's said that crows are evil, that they are servants that spy for evil spirits which seek power.
Of course I've never believed that old legend, I just think they are troublesome birds that like to pick through garbage and make a lot of noise if they are disturbed. But lately some of my dreams have me wondering. Sometimes I'll see them flapping overhead in my dreams, other times they perch on some light post or sign to stare at me as I walk past on my way to school or back home. Once in a while the crows in the dreams all turn into people that are dressed all in black, and try to grab me for whatever reason of their dark masters...
Ah, but those are dreams, right...? o_o
Those are sometimes my dreams of late, though most of the time I barely remember them. Sometimes I'll get glimpses of cases I'll be working on, once in a while even a case that I've not handled yet, I'll see something that is sort of a deja-vu feeling later when I actually get into the case. I still remember a certain dream vividly, it was during the serial killing when Ossan and his group were visiting me for the first time. They also happened to meet Kazuha for the first time, funny thing that, maybe I'll get to it some time. But for some reason I dreamt that a particular person might get attacked, so I did what I could to get the serial killer, though it ended up with me being injured by a ricocheting bullet. The first of quite a few scars I was to receive since I met the group from Tokyo. For some reason though, it dosn't seem like the dream I had about that person really went away, sometimes it inserts itself into quite another dream, which I can't really explain.
It's sorta strange, now that I think on it. My grandparents gave me the darker tone of their skin, though it skipped that of both mom and dad. But when I was really young, before she passed away while I was in first-grade(amazed I still remember it clearly), my great-grandmother told me to 'pay attention to my dreams, for they may yield clues of the future...' I asked dad what that meant a few years later, and he took it to mean that if I make goals, that that will lead me to my future. But now that I am seeing some of these dreams, I have to wonder if there was another meaning...
Oh, enough musing, people like Kazuha will probably laugh at me and all after this, saying I'm being silly for writing such a post. But it's my journal, and this has been bugging me enough I finally decided to write something of it.